How I Got Replaced With The Side Chick

I still do not understand why I gave in though… I mean I should never have agreed to the plan.. My name is Ronke… a fresher in one of the private schools in nigeria….one of those really uptight private schools that could easily pass for a secondary school… Well that’s what I get for not passing jamb well. Anyway. Ade is my long time boyfriend. We went to the same secondary sschool. We liked eachother then but we never really talked about dating eachother when I got in to my school, he got into one top federal school.. Well he has always been a smart kid… He asked me out when I came home after my first semester exams. Since I liked him and I didn’t wanna date anyone in my school I said yes! Whenever I came home we would have a nice time with eachother. We had sex like everyday.. Well you can’t blame me my school was the strict type and I wanted to maintain my title as ” sister Ronke” well I felt we loved eachother cos well he was my first and I wasn’t his but still.. You know boys na. Ade and I told eachother everything we kept no secrets from eachother. I knew I would not be able to please him sexually while he was in school so I accepted to have him sleep with other girls and he told me anitime he did. Ofcourse I was hurt a few times but then I loved him too much to care. He once told me about some girl “Deola” . He said the girl was some ratchet girl he met while in school.as usual I felt it would be a fling and it would stop. Funny thing was the girl lived in our town too… When I got home for the christmas break I noticed something had chanaged. Ade and I stopped talking and all of a sudden the deola girl was always going out with him. I felt it was par of his parole. We continued with our love but it was not like it was.. I didn’t wanna say anything. Ade stopped calling. He stopped hanging out with me… The deola girl added me up on whatsapp and was famzing. I kept calm ….. She was always addressing me as “Ades besty” I didn’t say anything. I started getting really jealous. I would cry and cry and cry… My friends would call me stupid. Soon deola started subbing me on twitter.. Whenever I wanted to discuss her with Ade he would say all the things are going on in my head and that nothing was up….. Soon we stopped talking completely. I went back to school, came back and realised they were dating. Ade lied to me.I had been replaced with a side chick!!!!! I almost killed myself… I was sad. Here was someone I gave my all. My big b**bs, my big ass, my tight pu**y, my love, my affection my everything. I mean I am the “IT GIRL” and I was replaced with just some girl only because according to him ” he felt he was hurting me by his actions”…deola buzzed me on whatsapp constantly to give me regular updates bout her relationship with my supposed boyfriend…. What do I do?? Should I leave Ade even though I still love him or find a way to get my love back!!!?? HELP